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rasanya ingin sekali aku, MeLukis.

2011-09-30T12:56:00.000+07:00

rasanya ingin sekali aku,
kembali menggores-gores kanvas, meLukis.
Bukan, bukan seperti yg kau bayangkan,
bukan dengan kuas-kuas atau pensil-pensil,
atau penghapus dari roti,
yang serpihannya akan bersisa menaburi bagian dalam Lengan kemejamu.
Bukan seperti itu.

MeLukis kata seperti ini.
MenuLis puisi,
Lagi.

Bunga Matahari, 30 September 2011.

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2010-06-24T21:44:00.004+07:00

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Monday

2010-04-03T23:04:00.003+07:00

I'm gonna push myseLf away,
away from everything but for Monday.

I want to hoLd Monday so tightLy,
because I miss you so badLy.

because nobody do,
owh Monday it's onLy you...

who seem to be missing me,
oh yes it's onLy Monday I see!

Come to think of everything afteraLL.
I just want Monday or nothing at aLL.

Dear God, pLease take good care my dear Monday,
UntiL the D day so nothing more I can say.

ApriL 3rd 2010. 11.19pm for my dear Mr.Monday

If you accidentaLLy arrive here

2009-11-24T13:33:00.000+07:00

If you accidentaLLy arrive here,
You might sense the dark atmosphere,
If you accidentaLLy arrive here,
Don't turn away, oh pLease don't dissapear.

If you accidentaLLy read the Lines,

You might wonder why couLdn't u sense the signs,

If you accidentaLLy read these Lines,

Oh pLease keep reading, don't just resign.

I'm so tired of rhyming,

but I found it's so entertaining.

Instead of them keep on criticizing,

I wish it's somehow the better way of saying things.

You know my head is spinning,

I toLd you I couLdn't do the thinking,

I've been so tired of so many unimportant things.

If you accidentaLLy come by,

I just want you to know the reason why,

If you accidentaLLy come by,

I just want you to capture me in the eye.

If you accidentaLLy Lost around,

I hope you can here the sound,

If you accidentaLLy Lost around,

I hope it's me that you wiLL found.

If you accidentaLLy arrive here,

I just want to say it crystaL cLear,

That I reaLLy Love you're just being near,

And I'm gLad that you're come over here, dear.

1:31 pm. CompLeted Nov 24th 2009.

We aLL need more space...that's the start.

2009-10-15T15:22:00.003+07:00

we aLL need more Gygabytes, Terabytes. The peopLe is growing, but the worLd remains in its size. Soon, there won't be enough pLace for aLL of us. I know it might sound absurd to you.

Anyone who thinks they can be pretty comfortabLe Living in the worLd, they're wrong. I toLd you, the worLd is not enough. The worLd is just a drop of water in a big big ocean. No, it's even smaLLer than 1 LittLest drop. The big big ocean, Let say the biggest ocean in the worLd, the Largest water in the worLd, it is stiLL has Limit, because it is IN the worLd, which is not unLimited. The worLd is is even Less-precious than the tiniest dust. There won't be any formuLa, no mathematicaL formuLa couLd represent "the worLd" to "the afterworLd" (which can be represented by the "unLimited" symboL).

So, how can anyone be so sure, and think for certainty that the worLd and the word "comfortabLe" or perhaps "happiness" are equaL? The worLd cannot be compared to the afterworLd. Thus, it can never be equaL, Living here and Living in the herafter.

sue me here, not in the hereafter.

2009-09-12T14:33:00.002+07:00

What kind of tot is that??!
to keep ur hurts inside aLL by urseLf, just don't say it, don't convey it, don't do anything.
keep it aLL, keep it aLL urseLf, keep it down deep inside ur heart.
bring it to ur graveyard.
and then...

SUE THE PERSON WHO HURTS YOU, IN THE HEREAFTER, MAKE THEM BROKE.

weLL, I'm not such a person. I wiLL sue anyone here, I'LL say what I want to say, I'LL try to fix things here, and I hope anyone wouLd just sue me here, not in the hereafter.

phobia

2009-09-02T10:48:00.002+07:00

the day before yesterday,
i struggLed upon buying and making one for myseLf.
i dread the effect of buying,
and moreover,
the buying option was automaticaLLy disabLed, due to the access.
so i decided to make it one for myseLf,
and i chose sumthing way more better than i used to get.
but the decision turned out wrong,
God, it breaks my heart.

yesterday,
i faced the same probLem.
and i decided to to take option B again,
because i tot the effect of option A wouLd be worse than the day before yesterday,
aLL upon circumstances: i was too vuLnerabLe to took any other option.
but the decision turned out wrong, again.
I'm getting used to it,
to be aLways-wrong.
i aLways was.

today,
i reaLize i have a phobia.
it's aLmost the time,
for me to take decision again.
i've been toLd to take another, option C, onLy it supposed to be done before today.
so i know,
whatever decision i wiLL take today,
it wiLL be the faLse one.

You have no idea

2009-09-02T10:37:00.002+07:00

Before i got into that room,
I was so sure about what she wouLd say,
because I can sense it.
I knew aLready if it is too big or if it is too weak.

and the fact that it's way 99times bigger than it supposed to be,
nobody take it for granted,
everybody just keep on saying that i've been crueL,
and that I onLy care about myseLf,
and that I'm seLfish,
and that I never even try...

oh it hurts me so bad.

Oh God, they reaLLy have no idea.
You Are The ALL-Knowing.

No angeL baby!

2009-09-02T10:29:00.002+07:00

One more time I hear anyone toLd me that again,
I wiLL....

I don't know what I wouLd do!
I just want to say, that there is no angeL here,
we're aLL human, human, human, human!
c'mon wake up!
no matter how bad, no matter how amazing...
we are aLL just human being.
you're just questioning God about your fate, you better be carefuLL, that's dangerous, indeed.

StruggLing againts Grounded Theory

2009-09-02T10:21:00.002+07:00

Don't mock me please,
don't humiLiate me either.
I am happier than aLL the doLphins in the sea.
so confrontate me,
I aLmost Lost my humanitarian sense.
I foLLow every stream,
where it Leads me to nowhere but home.

I Laugh,
I smiLe,
I don't cry.

Terrorism MeLodrama

2009-08-11T19:49:00.001+07:00

It's aLL fiction, the onLy thing reaL is just the bLoodshed.

RecentLy

2009-08-06T15:10:00.002+07:00

i just wanna write things down. you know the first theory I've Learned in my Campuss is about the cycLe of Information. when we read a book, means we gained something and then we experience the process of thinking, thinking about what we just read in the book, and then whiLe we think about writing down some tots, it wiLL contain the process of thinking caused by some new things we gained from the book we read. and then somebody wiLL read our writing and he or she wiLL Learn something, doing the 'thinking' and so on.. and so on..

WeLL, i just finished reading 4 books in these Last three weeks.. i need more books. hhhhhrrrrggghh....I'm so eager to read more.. I have nothing eLse to do in the day time, except waiting for my Sky Knight to come home after working hard aLL day..

One of the books I read recentLy is a noveL about famiLy.. sumhow I remember my sisters and how I Love them so much. so i log on to the so caLLed networking site and find out what they've been doing nowadays...yeah I Love them so much.. May God The ALmighty keep them in good heaLth, amiiin.

The Reason Why I was away :)

2009-04-05T14:49:00.003+07:00

Gaza Crisis: A TimeLine [by AL Jazeera EngLish.Net]

2009-01-16T13:33:00.004+07:00

June 19: An Egyptian-brokered six-month ceasefire between Israel and Hamas comes into force.

November 5: Israel closes all of its crossings with Gaza.

December 14: Hamas political leader Khaled Meshaal announces the six-month ceasefire with Israel will not be extended.

December 19: Six-month ceasefire between Hamas and Israel officially expires.

December 21: Tzipi Livni, the Israeli foreign minister, says that her primary goal if she wins Israeli elections, will be to overthrow Hamas.

December 27: Israel begins assault on Gaza, codenamed "Operation Cast Lead", by launching air raids that kill more than 225 Palestinians.

One Israeli is killed and six others wounded in missile attacks by Palestinian fighters.

December 28: Israeli aircraft bomb the Islamic University in Gaza City and the length of the Gaza-Egypt border, taking out more than 40 tunnels used to smuggle vital goods to the strip.

Hundreds of Israeli infantry and armoured forces mass on the border of the territory, and the army is given approval to call up reservists to bolster its fighting strength.

December 29: Israeli air strikes hit the interior ministry in Gaza City as Israel declares a "closed military zone" around the Gaza strip.

December 30: Rockets fired from Palestinian positions kill three Israelis, taking the death toll from Palestinian rocket attacks to four since the beginning of the Israeli offensive.

The European Union calls for "an unconditional halt to rocket attacks by Hamas on Israel and an end to Israeli military action".

December 31: Members of the UN Security Council end an emergency meeting on the crisis after failing to agree on the wording of a draft resolution.

January 1: Hamas official Nizar Rayyan is killed along with 14 members of his family in an Israeli raid.

January 2: Egypt begins talks with Hamas over a way to end the conflict.

Around 25,000 Palestinians have fled the fighting [AFP]

January 3: As Israel begins its ground offensive in Gaza, at least 11 Palestinians, including one child, are killed after Israeli forces strike a mosque in the town of Beit Lahiya.

January 4: Israeli forces cut Gaza in half and ring Gaza City itself as an Israeli soldier is killed in the ongoing offensive.

The European Commission, the executive arm of the European Union, pledges an additional $4.2 million of emergency aid for Gaza and calls on Israel to respect international law.

An Israeli air strike hits two ambulances in Gaza, killing four paramedics.

January 5: Air and naval bombardments kill 45 Palestinians.

Nicolas Sarkozy, the French president, holds talks with Hosni Mubarak, his Egyptian counterpart, to push for a truce deal.

January 6: An Israeli strike on a UN school in the northern town of Jabaliya kills 43 Palestinians and injures at least 100 who had taken refuge inside the school.

Israeli strikes hit two other schools, killing two in the southern town of Khan Younis and three in the Shati refugee camp in Gaza City.

January 7: 11 Palestinians are killed by air strikes and shelling in Gaza City and in the north of the Strip.

Violence continues after Israel temporarily halts attacks in Gaza City for three hours to provide a "humanitarian respite."

The Israeli military drops leaflets warning thousands of people in the Rafah zone on the Egyptian border to leave their houses or face air strikes.

More than 4,300 Palestinians have been wounded in the fighting [AFP]

January 8: The UN's refugee organisation in Gaza suspends all aid deliveries after an Israeli tank attacks a UN convoy, killing one Palestinian driver and injuring two other people.

Israeli bulldozers cross into Gaza and destroy a number of houses.

At least three rockets fired from Lebanon hit the northern Israeli town of Nahariya.

The UN Security Council passes resolution, with 14 votes in favour and only the US abstaining, that "stresses the urgency of and calls for an immediate, durable and fully respected ceasefire, leading to the full withdrawal of Israeli forces from Gaza".

January 9: Israeli attacks continue in Gaza soon after passing of UN resolution, with a series of explosions and gunfire heard.

Six Palestinians reportedly killed in an air strike in the northern part of the Gaza Strip, raising the Palestinian death toll in Gaza to around 770, including more than 200 children, since the Israeli offensive began.

January 10: Israel drops leaflets on Gaza City warning of a "new phase" in its two-week-old offensive.

Eight family members are killed by an Israeli tank shell in Jabaliya, raising the Palestinian death toll in Gaza to 831 people.

Khalid Meshaal, the exiled political leader of Hamas, says that Israel must halt the Gaza offensive and lift the blockade before Hamas agrees to a ceasefire deal.

January 11: Israel is accused of firing white phosphorous bombs on densely-populated Gaza in violation of international law.

Israel reports to the UN that troops in the occupied Golan Heights came under small arms fire from Syria, but there were no injuries.

Israel began sending reservists into the Gaza Strip as the military offensive continued unabated for the 16th consecutive day.

January 12:

Israel continues its offensive and the UN Human Rights Council adopts a non-binding resolution condemning Israel's military offensive.

The resolution calls for an international mission to be immediately sent to Gaza to investigate Israel's actions.

The toll rises to 935 Palestinians killed and 4,300 wounded. At least 25,000 people in Gaza are internally displaced but are unable to flee because crossing points remain closed.

January 13: Miguel d'Escoto Brockmann, the president of the UN General Assembly, condemns the offensive and says the killing of Palestinians in Gaza amounts to "genocide".

Ban Ki-moon, the UN secretary-general, arrives in Egypt to try to secure a ceasefire and end the war in Gaza.

January 14: The number of Palestinians killed exceeds 1,000 as the UN's aid agency in Gaza urges an end to the fighting, calling the war "a test of our humanity".

Venezuela and Bolivia sever diplomatic ties with Israel, calling the onslaught on Gaza a "holocaust". Bolivia pledges to get Israeli officials charged in the International Criminal Court with committing "genocide".

January 15: Israeli shells hit a UN warehouse setting fire to tonnes of food and medical supplies, as well as three hospitals as troops advance into Gaza City.

Said Siam, the Palestinian interior minister and one of Hamas's senior leaders in Gaza, is killed along with his brother and son in an Israeli air raid in Jabaliya.

The UN General Assembly accuses Israel of violating international law and targeting civilians in Gaza, and rebukes member-states for the lack of action over the crisis.

Hamas tells Egyptian negotiators it will agree to a year-long truce on condition that Israeli forces withdraw within a week, and that all border crossings are opened with international guarantees that it will remain so.

Ban Ki-moon, the UN secretary-general, says he feels optimistic the Israelis will accept a ceasefire deal with Hamas but not for a few days.

source: AL Jazeera English dot net

I wish I can do something

2009-01-11T18:35:00.002+07:00

I wish I can do something,
something way more than just sitting here crying,
day by day, minute by minute, I'm stiLL wishing,
wishing I couLd do more than just writing...

I wish I can do something,
something a whoLe Lot better than tearing,
everytime I saw Ayman and Sherine reporting more air-striking,
I wish I couLd do more than condemning...

I wish I can do something,
something significantLy working,
more than insist upon bLogging,
trying to spread my thinking...

I wish I can do something,
something to encounter those Liars preaching,
so that peopLe can see how deceiving,
their shamefuLL unreasonabLe speaking.

I wish I can do something,
something more reaL than these virtuaL-confrontating,
a whoLe Lot bigger than comments-dropping,
trying to act against virtuaL-terrorizing.

I wish I can do something,
something considered significant compared to the bombing,
which franticaLLy turn off the babies' eyes-sparkLing,
and crueLLy bLock the sight of the fighters defending.

I wish I can do something,
something more than just posting this, rhyming,
something to stop my mother's tears from fLowing,
something a whoLe Lot better than waiting.

Oh..God, am I doing anything?
For now I can do something,
Begging demonstrativeLy is something.
I know, praying...is indeed something.

Ya Robbanaa...
Tsabbit QuLuuubahum aLaaa Dinik.

*stiLL gathering sources to post about "chemicaL weapons" used by IsraeL recentLy.

Ar Rahman Lingers upon Aqsha

2009-01-09T20:25:00.005+07:00

This Friday Afternoon,

I hear the sound of Your Verses sounded LoudLy, soLemnLy from AL-Aqsha...
Faabi ayyi aLaa iRobbikuma tukadzzibaaan...
Then which of the BLessings of your Lord wiLL you deny?
SoftLy--vagueLy, momentariLy, became Louder and Louder.
I witness by the screen of my TV this afternoon, the atmosphere of Aqsha,
I saw these gentLemen come one by one, waiting for the midst of the day,
to be gathered, to kneeL, to bow upon You, Oh God..
From AL-Aqsha I cLearLy hear,
Let the worLd hear as weLL..
Perfect Rhythm, the words from HoLy Qur'an...
Faabi ayyi aLaa iRobbikuma tukadzzibaaan...
Indeed, I can smeLL the scent of the Sky, the fragrance of Heaven!
I can no Longer hoLd my tears to fLow today.
These drops of Longing, Long for The ALL MercifuL...
Oh my Heart's overwheLmed, as if it's going to burst into tears, for these grief inside,
I can no Longer hoLd any singLe drop of tears...

O..Rahmaaan..pLease be gentLe on them, be pity of our brothers and sisters in Gaza, our brothers and sisters in PaLestine, stand fast their hearts upon YOU, stand fast our hearts upon YOU onLy, Oh Lord! Do Love them ya Rahmaaan...ya Rahiiim..
BLess and Love them ya Robbana..
From the bottom of our fragiLe hearts,
we send our saLam and Love for our brothers and sisters,
our Love because of YOU.
Uhibbuhum fiLLah..

---Indonesian TransLation---
Gaung Ar-Rahmaan dari AL-Aqsha

Jum'at sore ini,
Kudengar ayat-ayat Mu terLantun dari pengeras suara AL-Aqsha...
Faabi ayyi aLaa iRobbikuma tukadzzibaaan...
Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kan kau dustakan?
Sayup--samar,sejurus kemudian, jeLas terdengar.
Kusaksikan di Layar teLevisi di depan mataku sore ini, atmosfir AL-Aqsha,
LaLu LaLang para pemuda, menanti tengah hari, untuk bersujud bersama, kepadaMu...
Dari haLaman AL-Aqsha kudengar,
Biar seLuruh dunia menyaksikan dan mendengar,
MengaLun sempurna, barisan kata-kata suci AL-Qur'an...
Faabi ayyi aLaa iRobbikuma tukadzzibaaan...
Sungguh, ku seakan menghirup aroma angkasa!
Tak terbendung Lagi, air mata hari ini.
Tetes-tetes kerinduan, pada Sang Maha Pengasih...
Mengharu biru hatiku, segaLa sesak di dada, segaLa Luka dan duka,
Tak terbendung Lagi, air mata...

Ya Rahmaaaan..sayangiLah saudara-saudara kami di Gaza, sayangiLah saudara-saudara kami di PaLestina, tetapkan hati mereka hanya pada-Mu, tetapkan hati-hati kami senantiasa hanya pada-Mu! SayangiLah mereka ya Rahmaaan..ya Rahiiim..
SayangiLah mereka ya Robbana...
Dari reLung hati kami,
kami titipkan saLam cinta kami pada saudara-saudara kami,
cinta kami hanya karena-Mu.
Uhibbuhum fiLLah..

-Mardhiyyah,
faLLin' for the thousandth time to Ar Rahmaan, the voices I used to Listen in my sLumber, Lingered upon my dreams, my everyday atmosphere...
Dedicated to the souLs in Gaza, the smiLes upon the air, the promise sureLy for them, I envy you...brother, sister, wait for me.
ALLahummarzuqna furshataL jihaad wa syahaadatan fii sabiiLik...

What every American shaLL reaLize

2009-01-01T07:03:00.005+07:00

WhiLe our eyes are Locked to the TV screen, our hearts are bLeeding inch by inch, seeing thicker and thicker the red coLour of the victims in Gaza, there is a cruciaL yet demanding fact that I think the worLd must underLine. This fact better be noticed especiaLLy by aLL citizens in The United States. If they don't, I suggest them to take a bucket fuLL of coLd water to be poured upon their heads!

Let's a moment think about the main concern of Obama's promises to US citizens, I'm sure you are aLL aware that the Economic issue is the top priority here, as Obama expLicitLy said in his campaign speeches. The probLem here is that there are a serious matter of Economy that every singLe person in US is facing. The US NationaL Debt by today is US$ 10,556,831,345,776.36 USD, whiLe The estimated popuLation of the United States is 305,377,810, so each citizen's share of this debt is US$ 34,569.74.

WeLL, can you trace me now? NO?
What about this...
If you aware of what US govt been doing to the money they receive from it's own citizens. You shouLd know that US been funding for IsraeLi army at Least US$ 8.2 miLLion perDay, as weLL as US$ 3 biLLion perYear!

So, what every American shaLL reaLize is, if they pay taxes to their Govt, they better be knowing where their money goes...
Every American (to be specific, tax-payers)whether they reaLize it or not, have a responsibiLity for every singLe cut, every singLe drop of bLood, every singLe tear, every singLe tooth broken, every singLe souL taken from every singLe cute LittLe baby victim in Gaza.

I am now imagining this...
I remember Obama's saying in front of the worLd about what he wouLd do if his two daugthers were sLeeping whiLe rockets fLying above his home...What if HE and his fam,and his two daughters, Shasha and MaLia, Living in Gaza now...?? SLeeping under the torture of more than just missiLes, more than just rockets fLying above their house, (as if they stiLL have any sheLter to sLeep under)...
I wonder...I wonder..
WhiLe the peopLe of US watching the news that CNN and BBC, and any other channeL broadcasting Live reports...I wonder...I wonder..
how do you feeeL? How do you feeL O, American?

You Are So Pathetic (Part 2)

2009-01-01T05:50:00.001+07:00

Indeed you are!

procLaiming yourseLf as the victim,
by continuesLy singing your pathetic anthem.

You are so pathetic, indeed you are!

bLaming us for your sorrow,
hoping the worLd wiLL foLLow.

You are so pathetic, indeed you are!

defending yourseLves with rotten Lies,
praying others wiLL treat you nice.

You are so pathetic, indeed you are!

ignoring the numbers, ignoring aLL,
but you know that "an eye for an eye_a souL for a souL".

You are so pathetic, indeed you are!

begging us to do ceasefire,
I'LL teLL you: we wiLL never surrender!

Dedicated angriLy to ISRAEL, affectionateLy to PALESTINE.
Insipired by "You Are So Pathetic!"
Thx! Hehe..

Melatonin, sang hormon kegelapan

2008-09-19T12:57:00.005+07:00

Tidur malam adalah sudah menjadi sebuah kewajiban dan mekanisme otomatis yang dijalankan oleh tubuh kita. Pada salah satu bagian otak kita terdapat sebuah kelenjar yang bernama Pineal. Pineal gland atau Kelenjar Pineal ini terletak di tengah-tengah otak. Kelanjar Pineal berfungsi menghasilkan hormon yang bernama Melatonin. Melatonin berfungsi mengatur hormon-hormon lainnya serta memelihara circadian rhythms tubuh (circadian rhythms adalah suatu sistem pemeliharaan waktu internal 24 jam yang berperan sangat penting dalam menentukan kapan kita tidur dan kapan kita bangun tidur). Kadar Melatonin di dalam tubuh secara dramatis dapat mempengaruhi sistem kekebalan tubuh, mempengaruhi kinerja organ-organ reproduksi, juga kesehatan psikologis serta proses penuaan tubuh.

Kelenjar Pineal dalam memproduksi Melatonin, sangat sensitif terhadap cahaya matahari dan suhu lingkungan. Terlalu banyak cahaya pada senja hari atau terlalu sedikit cahaya pada siang hari dapat mengacaukan siklus normal Melatonin di dalam tubuh kita. Ketika cahaya matahari memudar, kegelapan datang dalam bentuk malam hari, reseptor Melatonin diaktifkan dan kemudian menyebabkan efek-efek kimiawi dan biologis dalam bentuk rasa kantuk serta penurunan suhu tubuh. Aktifitas organ-organ akan berkurang dan bersiap-siap istirahat. Hal ini menyebabkan Melatonin tidak dapat terdeteksi pada siang hari karena reseptornya hanya dapat diaktifkan dengan kegelapan. Itulah sebabnya Melatonin seringkali mendapat gelar "the hormone of darkness" atau “hormon kegelapan” sehingga serangan hormon Melatonin setiap senja disebut oleh para ilmuwan sebagai the Dim-Light Melatonin Onset (DLMO) atau istilah kerennya Serangan Kekelaman Melatonin.

Kadar Melatonin yang diproduksi tadi akan memuncak pada tengah malam dan berangsur-angsur menurun sepanjang 2/3 malam dengan variasi ketepatan waktu tergantung pada masing-masing orang.

[As a moslem, I’m proudly gonna say that this is one other reason of how amazing Islam is, because we are supposed to be awaken at the last third-half of the night, doing Qiyamull Lail. Allah has planned everything in this universe, He syncronized our Body system with His all-time life-system.]

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Honeysuckle as herb

2008-09-13T11:28:00.001+07:00

Semenjak 659 AD, pengobatan tradisional China telah menggunakan Honeysuckle untuk mennghilangkan racun dan menurunkan panas dari tubuh. Tiga Bagian utama yang digunakan sebagai obat dari tanaman ini yaitu bunganya, kuncup bunganya, serta batangnya. Bunganya secara tradisional seringkali dibuat sirup untuk digunakan sebagai expectorant bagi batuk berat dan asma.

Honeysuckle digunakan oleh herbalist untuk:
-Detoxifikasi (proses meluruhkan racun dari tubuh)
-Penurun panas
-Mengecilkan ulser,
-Mengecilkan pembengkakan,
-Menangani sakit tenggorokan
-Menangani infeksi kulit
-Membersihkan paru-paru
-Menguatkan kesehatan tubuh secara umum

Bunga Honeysuckle bisa disinergikan dengan teh hangat yang kemudian boleh digunakan sebagai expectorant. Seringkali bunga ini juga di kombinasikan dengan herba-herba lainnya seperti bunga liar kuning & mulberry untuk membuat teh yang digunakan untuk mengobati batuk serta gejala-gejala ringan asma.

Dikarenakan ini adalah antibiotic alami, honeysuckle dapat digunakan untuk mengobati infeksi yang disebabkan oleh staphylococcal atau streptococcal bacteria (bakteri yang secara umum menyerang kulit seperti bisul, bintitan-pada mata-, koreng-bisul yang lebih besar dan terdapat luka di sekitarnya-, cellulitis, dll namun bisa juga menyebabkan kelainan/penyakit yang serius seperti joint problems-septic arthritis-, osteomyelitis, bisul di dalam tubuh, meningitis, pneumonia, endocarditis). Honeysuckle boleh digunakan untuk kondisi akut namun tidak dimaksudkan untuk mengobati penyakit-penyakit yang sudah kronik.

Untuk Iritasi dan infeksi ringan, honeysuckle berguna mengurangi ruam-ruam yang timbul akibat penyakit kulit sampai racun tanaman Oak. Cara penggunannya adalah dengan di-tuam. Untuk luka dan lecet yang berpotensi menjadi infeksi, honeysuckle dapat digunakan eksternal.

Sumber:

www.localharvest.org

Formula Minum Air Putih

2008-09-10T22:10:00.003+07:00

Minum Air Putih diamalkan demi kesehatan tubuh kita, yang mempengaruhi:

1. Kebersihan usus dan esehatan sistem pencernaan
2. Kadar oksigen dalam tubuh
3. Asupan oksigen bagi otak

Sebaiknya minimal minum air putih 2,5l/hari atau 10 gelas ukuran standard.
Pola minum air putih yang baik juga bukan langsung meminum dalam jumlah banyak tapi dengan meminum sedikit-sedkit secara teratur.

Formula di luar jadwal Shaum:
> Minum segelas selepas bangun tidur di pagi hari
> Minum 2 gelas setiap selepas shalat 5 waktu
>> total = 11 gelas/ hari

Formula di bulan Ramadhon :
> Minum segelas selepas bangun tidur
> Minum segelas selepas shalat tahajud
> Minum segelas sebelum makan sahur
> Minum segelas selepas makan sahur
> Minum segelas ketika berbuka
> Minum segelas sebelum makan besar pada saat berbuka (makan malam)
> Minum segelas 30 menit sebelum tidur (harus diberi jarak)
>> total = 7 gelas/hari

Insya Allah jika diamalkan secara disiplin , akan memperbaiki metabolisme tubuh kita dengan baik, oksigen akan terdistribusi sempurna dan insya Allah tubuh kita akan lebih sehat dibanding sebelumnya.
Sesungguhnya Allah lah yang memberikan sekaligus menyembuhkan segala penyakit..

Coming Back

2008-09-09T07:21:00.002+07:00

This bLog has been forgotten since:

Sunday, November 18, 2007

and the bLogger promise herseLf to take concern again from:

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

pLease pray for her health...hehehe...

Broken-Hearted VAIO

2007-11-18T17:20:00.000+07:00

Stupid motor rider hit me in the back

and creates this crack...

Library-Look-aLike

2007-08-13T08:15:00.000+07:00

Some kinds of Library-Look aLike:

1. RentaL Komik
2. Cafe Buku
3. Toko Buku (yang menyediakan kursi untuk duduk sambiL mbaca buku yang mau dibeLi)
4. Perpustakaan rumah yang beLom dioLah dan beLom disusun, aLias buku-bukunya masih ditumpuk ajah.
5. Some particuLar famiLy's bathroom with book-sheLf inside :p
6. Bookfreak's bed [exmp: my LiL sista'z (#7)]
7. hmmm, anything eLse? Your room I suppose? ^_^

He who lends a book is an idiot. He who returns the book is more of an idiot.-Arabic Proverb

Frightened

2007-07-05T21:34:00.000+07:00

Scared to faLL in Love

I wonder why this heart is beatin',
constantLy faster than it usuaLLy goin'
I wonder why my heart is yearnin',
when I have pLanned it to be chiLLin'.

I wonder why my heart is aching,
trying to convince it's just nothing.
I wonder why shouLd I running,
whiLe aLL I want to do is actuaLLy sitting.

I wonder why my heart is crying,
tearing unbeLievabLy heart-breaking.
I wonder why I am feeLing,,
terrifyingLy frightened of Loving.

Yang Sedih dan Yang Menyedihkan

2007-04-20T21:52:00.000+07:00

Hari ini aku beLajar sesuatu,
bahwa daLam mengahadapi dunia ini,
ada orang-orang yang:
Sedih
dan
Menyedihkan

Mungkin di kampus aku jd orang yang sedih,
sedih tidak ada udara bersih untuk dihirup,
sedih meLihat pengkhianatan di depan mata,
sedih karena beLum bisa berbuat apa-apa akan pencucian otak ini.

Tapi ada juga orang-orang yg menyedihkan,
menyedihkan karena masih saja 'berusaha' mati dan sadar tidak sadar mengajak orang Lain untuk ikut mati konyoL bersamanya.
menyedihkan karena tidak bisa membedakan yang mana yang berwarna biru turkis, yang mana yang berwarna hijau muda.
menyedihkan karena mengingkari kata-kata yang di-umumkannya sendiri Lewat buku curhat angkatan.
menyedihkan karena termakan kuLiah Sejarah Pemikiran Modern.

Ohh....what a pity!

Semoga aku bukan orang menyedihkan yang membuat ibuku sedih.

about LOVE

2007-04-20T21:47:00.000+07:00

Dear my girL-friends,
won't u ever wear 'it' on anymore?
I don't think I have to define the 'it'...
you sureLy understand..
I just wondering,,

I don't expect any prosecution for not teLLing
or not reminding
or even not LOVING my friend (baca: saudara)-by ignoring this terribLe situation-at the end, at the day of judgement.

You sureLy know what I mean.
pLease (at Least) be pity to me.

Take Care Dear...

Me, MyseLf, and Irene AdLer are back!!

2007-01-18T15:46:00.000+07:00

FinaLLy I'm back!
After more than 3 Months, or 12,71 weeks, or 89 days, 0r 2136 hours I Left this bLog miserabLy....

Hehehe,,.

What's New here? Hmmmmm...,
1. New Year in JuLian CaLender, whatever...
2. New Term, new subjects to get...
3. New "BLinded" Topic 2 suffer (?)

weLL,,
Time Has Changed anyway.

PR dari NyeLeneh

2006-10-30T22:57:00.000+07:00

/start.

4 Job's you've had in your live
1. Story TeLLer....*kayaknya image trbentuk scara sadar ga sadar deh...*
2. Debator...*ini namanya orang kurang kerjaan*
3. PenuLis kritik dan saran anonim...*ahahaha...ada yg sadar ga sih di sma duLu?*
4. Teacher....*moga2 waktu keciL ga trLaLu banyak ngajarin yg ga bener, ^^,*

4 Movies you could watch over and over
1. HighSchooLMusicaL *sisi chiLdish-kuu,..hihi*
2. Baby's day Out *OMIGODDD...*
3. Rain Man *fiLm org Autiss...*
4. JUMANJII *waaaaahhhhh....ada yg mo minjemin Lg ga?*

4 TV Shows you love(d) to watch
1. I ShouLdn't be ALive-Discovery ChanneL
2. Perfect Disaster-Discovery ChanneL
3. Art Attack-Disney ChanneL *ternyata acara ini bukan cuma buat anak keciL, hehe*
4. News *cuma untuk ngikutin konspirasi dunia sampe mana?, hehe*

4 Places you have lived
1. Jakarta *yeah, brgkat abis subuh, puLang sbeLum maghrib (duLu)*
2. Depok *Depok The Growing City*
3. -------
4. -------

4 Of your favorite foods
1. Donat (aLL kinds)
2. ChocoLate-Cake Tante gw!!! *I'd die for it*
3. jarang makan
4. whhhhaaaattt? dibiLangin jarang makan!

4 website you visit when you online
1. BLogs (mine, and my friends')
2. www.mail.yahoo.com
3. www.friendster.com
4. [by request] *tergantung tugas kuLiah, bisa Wiki, bisa QuotationDictionary-sites*

4 tagged
1. Zara
2. Ka Fayie
3. Essy
4. Isna

/end.

It wiLL be me

2006-10-18T22:52:00.000+07:00

If you hear a voice, in the middLe of the night,
saying it wiLL be aLLright
it wiLL be me
If you feeL a hand guiding you aLong,
when the path seems wrong
it will be me

There is no mountain that I can't cLimb
For you I'd swim through the rivers of time
as you go your way, and I go mine
a Light wiLL shine
and it wiLL be me

If there is a key goes to your heart,
a speciaL part
it wiLL be me
If you need a friend caLL out to the wind,
to hoLd you again
it wiLL be me

Oh how the worLd seems so unfair
creating the Love that cannot be shared
I'LL stay ever after, there's a pLace for two
In your tears and Laughter, I'LL be there for you
The Sun and The Moon
The Land and The Sea
Look aLL around you
It wiLL be me...

OriginaL sountrack of BrotherBear2

Hadist Keren

2006-10-15T07:15:00.000+07:00

Remember My Previous Post about Death-Wish?

Ini dia Hadist yang menguatkannya...^^,

Sabda Rasulullah Saw:
"Segeralah meminta mati jika terjadi enam perkara:
-Orang-orang bodoh jadi pemimpin,
-banyaknya tanda-tanda (kiamat),
-hukum dijual-belikan,
-pembunuhan dianggap remeh,
-silaturrahim terputus,
-dan generasi yang menjadikan Al-Qur'an sebagai nyanyian, mereka menyuruh seseorang tampil menyanyikan Al-Qur'an padahal ia paling sedikit pengetahuan agamanya."
[Hadith Riwayat Abul Abbas Al-Ghiffari]

cukup sekian dan terima kasih.
"This Path" answers aLL my questions!

wiLL tomorrow ever come?

2006-10-12T22:53:00.000+07:00

Aduuhhh....
bingung!!
Ga ngerti!!
Susah!!
Gimana donk?
Besok udh mesti dikumpuLin,.
tapi yang ada cuma segini?
SaLah yah?
ShouLd I or ShouLdn't I say those promising words to them?
Jadinya kan pusing sendiri...
Sekarang udah kayak gini, siapa yg mau bantuin coba?
They don't even reaLize I'm having troubLes with this GROUP assignment...

Hectic GreyCeLLs

2006-10-12T22:24:00.000+07:00

Here...up here, on my brain.
Those greyceLLs just won't get caLm.
as I'm about to mad for those MiddLers who keep on faking the agreements, they wouLd never get to be winners, they'LL stay there as Loosers. yeah!
as I'm about to give up,...these interfaces frustrated me enough.
since they keep on throwing this JOB for me to finish, and then they just sat there, thinking I wouLd come again to bring the "B", or "B+", or even an "A" for the whoLe members of our group?
becoz they don't even ask the progress...

AstaghfiruLLah!!
sing IkhLas! Ramadhan Han...
Hfff__________heLp me anyone?

Pencarian Jati Diri BLog

2006-10-08T08:41:00.000+07:00

Hufffff....it's such a Long time!
udah berapa Lama yah...dr tanggaL 20 September huh?
dan tiba-tiba saja umurku sudah berubah angka! wuex!

Yeah...kemaren sempet nyobain skin yg juduLnya FairytaLe to Happen , Lucu sih...dan kata AriL juga Lucu, hehe... tapi ternyata itu ga begitu cocok dg Dimensi SeL-seL KeLabu, trus sempet nyobain sekiLas-waLopun bLum ada yg smpet Liat-skin yg juduLnya BeautifuL Disaster, bagus juga gambarnya, tapi...navigation icon-nya ga jeLas bgt, ntar yg buka bingung Lg.

So, kesimpuLannya untuk sementara kita kembaLi pada skin asLi miLik bLogger ini, juduLnya "Rounders"..yoi! Skin yg user interface-nya sejauh ini paLing top buat myBLog!

The question is..."sementara"? Jadi sampe kapan donk? Ya...sampai pencarian Jati diri Skin Blog-ku ini berakhir, hehehehehe...
Sampe ketemu skin yg sangat-sangat "gw bangget" ^_^

Nah...
ada yg mau ksh rekomendasi?
I'LL be gLad to see...^^,

Ingat-ingat Mati (Lagi..dan Lagi,)

2006-09-20T19:46:00.000+07:00

Bangun tidur dengan Langit perlahan memerah,
berita menggemparkan itu membuyarkan antrian mandi anak-anak sekoLah,
ke-empat anak ini ikut berLari ke beLakang rumah,

Lagi Lack of inspiration ni...udah yah.

SoLar Storm Episodes [Part II]

2006-09-19T08:30:00.000+07:00

Menurut hmmm...
Discovery ChanneL, SoLar Storm akan terjadi beberapa Tahun Lagi,
dan ketika itu Dunia dLam keadaan Mati Listrik TotaL!
SinyaL hp berantakan, semua Lampu padamm...
Kereta Listrik JumpaLitan (that's just simpLy what I've seen on TV.)

Hmm..hmmm....
Kata Ayahku,
itu berarti make sense sama Perang yang akan terjadi di ujung-ujung umur dunia ini,
ketika kita (masihkah kita ada anyway?) harus kembaLi ke jaman Purba,
Berperang dengan Tangan, dengan Pedang, dengan kuda, dengan Persenjataan Primitif.

WeLL, ada yang punya sudut pandang Lain?
Just teLL me, enrich my enrichment (haLah...)

Reference-Cyberarian

2006-09-19T08:18:00.000+07:00

Hmmm.....
yang satu ini masih buram,
BLurry but TruLy I wanted.

Doakan aku yah, supaya LuLus mata kuLiah Sumber dan Jasa Informasi!
So I can finaLLy define the term "Reference-Cyberarian"_
It's a brand new story Lho,
I made it myseLf.
And I wish it badLy!

By the way, any of u can define this term for moa?
I'LL be gLad to know ^_^
HercuLean Thx...

Frustrated AngeL Me!

2006-09-19T08:05:00.000+07:00

Hey-hey suruh orang itu cepat datang...
Jangan biarkan aku kebingungan sendirian,
atau Ibuku yang bingung, LaLu mendesakku untuk ikut bingung,
atau orang-orang Lain yang bingung, mengendus kebingungan kami.

Atau kamu sendiri yg bingung, baca postingan membingungkan ini?!

HAhaha...

Citation huh?

2006-09-19T07:31:00.000+07:00

Ikan Paus emang ga beLajar kutip-mengkutip!
Harusnya dia jadi anak JIP (anyway saya sendiri beLum sampai situ..hehe..)
Cuma komentar insidentaL.
=======================================================
Ah...Ladang iLmu memang samudera Luas!
I do want to dive as deep as I can, as far as I can...
Through this precious Ocean,
as much as I can absorb it aLL...

Ikan Paus yang itu mungkin Ikan Paus yg berbeda dengan Ikan Paus di halaman ensikLopedi.

Link:
http://hanazlibrary.blogs.friendster.com/honeysucklelibrary/

September eLeventh RefLection

2006-09-12T07:43:00.000+07:00

They said that they understand,
but they don't catch the half of what gone wrong,.
They said that they're the true-reaL-consoLers,
they don't even try to consoLe theirselves,.
They said that they aLready know what has been discussed,
but again they repeat what we caLL mistakes,.
So dont bLame this naive LiL' creature for it's heading-back-home-decision,.
Or perhaps to Look for some reaL "sites" to taLk with, to hang-around with, to deaL with,.

Just can't fit in that ritme anymore!
Let me stand on my own feet_
'Coz I got my own Dreams to pursue.

By the way,
R u part of those conventionaL worLd in ELeventh September?
I was and am ObviosLy not!

SoLar StoRm Episodes (Part I)

2006-09-09T22:10:00.000+07:00

Get set....
Readyyyyy....
Go!

Siap-siap kembaLi ke Jaman Purba!
HiLangkan ketergantungan-mu trhd aLat2 Elektronik,..

Episode Gerhana BuLan

2006-09-09T21:42:00.000+07:00

Last Friday I saw an EcLipse...(just a partiaL one)
then I join the prayer after midnight,..
I wish..
I hope..
under the MoonLight..
over and over again...

may every secret expectation I kept, they kept,..
refLected perfectLy with no deviation from the guidance,
yeah...
Whatever happen_

"SeLagi kita punya manajemen pemahaman taqdir, don't be worry..."

ahahahaha...teLL me ur abiLity 2 understand the unseen..

9 Keuntungan Mati Muda

2006-08-26T22:16:00.000+07:00

Dearest you,..
again and again... I'm wishing to get to meet my death whiLe I'm stiLL young,
and somehow..I got the reasons:

1. Manusia udh terLaLu banyak di bumi...
2. Biar ga ngerepotin Ortu Lagi..
3. Daripada makin Lama hidup makin banyak dosa!
4. Hidup di zaman kayak gini, ngeri!!!
5. Biar ga ngerasain KIAMAT KUbro!
6. Supaya kurang Lbh, menyeLesaikan masaLah2 (ke-dunia-an)
7. Ngurangin beban ortu! (considering my other sibLings)
8. SebeLum terLanjur gede (tua) dan sbeLum jadi penjahat!
9. Mengatasi/menghiLangkan "kengiLeran" thd dunia-tahi-kucing ini!!

And 4 those reasons I had a dream:
To die young, and "mati yg baik"!

amien...

notes 4 reader:
this is an archive of December 4th 2004
written on my Diary at 10.13 pm

how do this picture Look Like?

2006-08-25T11:30:00.000+07:00

GEIMANA...Geimana...?
ahahahahahaa.....
seru nih...
send me feedbacks!!

Don't Instruct Me to Push the Brake PedaL!

2006-08-23T23:37:00.000+07:00

Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time
I feel alive and the world it's turning inside out Yeah!
And I'm floating around in ecstasy
So don't stop me now don't stop me
'Cause I'm having a good time having a good time

yeah, thx Freddy-Queeny...
ur song pretty much an aspiration 4 moa!

Can u put the past away?

2006-08-23T23:04:00.000+07:00

I wish you would step back
From that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand
The angry girL a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say put the past away
I wish you would step back
From that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand

Well he's on the table and he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they're doing here
And your friends have left you
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I, I want you to know
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
You could put the past away
I wish you would step back from
That ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand
I would understand, I would understand
I would understand, I would understand
Can you put the past away

by:
Mata Ketiganya Buta!
titLe:
pe-Loncat!
dedicated to:
the same person we've been discussed Last night!

Orang-orang KonvensionaL

2006-08-09T08:04:00.000+07:00

KadangkaLa aku berfikir,..

Kenapa aku harus berdebat dengan orang-orang konvensionaL, yg di kepaLa mereka hanya ada rutinitas hidup, sekoLah, kuLiah, aktif berorganisasi demi predikat kura-kura, pura-pura..haha!, LuLus, dapet Kerjaan, jadi pegawai, membaca koran di pagi hari, dengar berita di maLam hari, berkomentar seperLunya, berusaha menjaga semua haL seperti yg saat ini berjaLan, mengabaikan pendapat anak-anak, memiLih penggunaan kata-kata, 'memperhaLus' kata-kata orang Lain, memiLih untuk percaya pada kedamaian dunia fatamorgana, menyetujui segaLa tindakan para penguasa, mendiamkan kekejian penjahat yg beLum diberi cap penjahat oLeh pengadiLan manusia....
dan...menghindari sebiasanya pembicaraan ttg segaLa haL yg berkaitan dengan akhir dunia.

akhir kehidupan konvensionaL mereka.

Kini aku sampai pada suatu kesimpuLan,..
aku tak ingin berdebat dengan mereka, orang-orang konvensionaL.
Tertutup sudah mata hati mereka, teLinga mereka...
semoga aku bukan termasuk ke daLam goLongan mereka.

It won't be Long!

2006-08-09T07:50:00.000+07:00

Tak akan Lama Lagi hingga tiba harinya, orang-orang saLah mengartikan kata "kanan" dan "kiri".
Tak akan Lama Lagi hingga fatamorgana-fatamorgana bermuncuLan dengan mudahnya, dan entah mengapa kau memiLihnya (semoga aku tidak!).
Mungkin saat Paman Ramadhan-ku datang, jika Langit di maLam hari menampiLkan tanda-tandanya,.
Yeah, sebentar Lagi, saat tiada Lagi ada yang membicarakannya.

Waktu yg sebentar Lagi ini, aku tengah memperkaya Lemari bergantungan kunci sepatu-ku, dengan Lembaran2 merah jambu.
Karena ituLah tiap heLai mimpiku akan semakin mendekat, mendekat..dekat..datang!
HopefuLLy, jika saat itu benar2 tiba daLam waktu hidupku di atas gLobe bundar ini, aku tak akan Lagi berdiam di tanah 17 Agustus ini.

Aku akan ada di sana, di mana hatiku tertancap kuat, semakin dekat menuju wajah Yang MuLia yg kutunggu untuk meLihatnya.
aku berdoa seLaLu, agar aku tetap meLetakkan kepaLaku, bersujud di tanah itu, dan tak akan aku berfikiran sekejappun untuk keLuar dari sana hanya karena kudengar hentakan kaki terkutuk itu!

Aku dan orang-orang yang juga menambatkan hati di tanah itu...

Amiin...

another treasure of mine

2006-08-09T07:42:00.000+07:00

jadi bagaimana keLanjutan cerita kita teman-teman? ^_*

a Name?

2006-08-09T07:33:00.000+07:00

Dibutuhkan kontempLasi yang tidak sebentar
diikuti konsiderasi segerobak penuh,
serta observasi yang tidak main-main
hingga sebuah nama kuperboLehkan keLuar dari muLutku!

Satu Episode Reuni

2006-08-07T00:24:00.000+07:00

I was just trying to capture the SunSet, when I reaLize I didn't reaLLy seize the right moment.
I'm stiLL tryin' to caLm the Symptoms down, 'though this pericardium teLLs me no Lie.

Long ago and Far away

2006-07-31T22:16:00.000+07:00

Long ago a Little girL sits and plays her waiting game
But things are not the same it seems as in such tender dreams
Slowly passing sailing ships and Sunday afternoon
Like people on the moon I see are things not meant to be

Where do those golden rainbows end?
Why is this song so sad?
Dreaming the dreams I've dreamed my friend
Loving the love I love

To love is just a word I've heard when things are being said
Stories my poor head has told me cannot stand the cold
And in between what might have been and what has come to pass
A misbegotten guess alas and bits of broken glass

Where do your golden rainbows end?
Why is this song I sing so sad?
Dreaming the dreams I dream my friend
Loving the love I love to love to love to love...

am I stiLL the waLL u taLked?
or stiLL u are my trash can to visit...

[adapted from Chicago to Depok]

My Last Supper wouLd be Tonight

2006-07-27T21:48:00.000+07:00

My Last Supper wouLd be tonight.
yeah, I'm sure...
this is reaL.
I won't compromize.
No thank You.
I know my Dream.
I know my Destination.
Goodbyes,
Farewells...

pray for me My Mother!
I Love You, over and ever again_

AbnormaLity

2006-07-12T20:04:00.000+07:00

Pas Lagi bLog waLking ke Tempatnya Kak Fayie , ada kuis yg udh Lama pengen saya cobain...and somehow hasiLnya begini:

You Are 68% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Tuh kan...
I'm not making it to be this way,.
Maybe it's just yeah..a quiz! (Hey, who can transLate the word "normaL" anyway?)

Hmm...boLeh juga nih dijadiin bLog Baton! hehe...Nitchy! NyeLeneh! Mr.Spagre!
Enjoy your abnormaLities guys! hehehe....

Tadi siang di atas Angkot,.

2006-07-11T00:05:00.000+07:00

Tadi siang di angkot, dua gadis keciL tersenyum tersipu-sipu...
sesekaLi mencuri pandang ke arahku,
their acts made me feeL d'warmth of what they caLL:

sMiLe!

Hix..terharu, ga tahan buat senyam-senyum juga jadinya...
padahaL kita sama2 ga punya aLasan apa2, just smiLing over the damn hot noon!

Donat!

2006-07-08T00:12:00.000+07:00

Oh Kasihan kue donat...
sepotong stimuLir keputusan. yang menggeLindingkan respon emosi. sepotong stimuLan berbuah kekecewaan dan kesimpuLan ketidakpercayaan. semakin skeptis sudah sudut pandang ini. Haruskah kusimpan donat ini hingga meja hijau pasca-kehidupan? ketika untuk memperjuangkannya (sekarang) aku tak sanggup. tinggaL kekecewaanLah yang menancap tajam. dengan semua stimuLan tambahan yang berujung pada kemarahan berkepanjangan. Tak habis-habis... semakin dipikirkan, semakin menyakitkan. menusuk jauh terLaLu daLam.

hey, this was absoLuteLy not a grumbLe!

teBak-tebaKan

2006-06-29T22:45:00.000+07:00

suatu maLam,..

"Tebak-tebakan nih"
"Ayooo"
"Hewan apakah...yang Lehernya panjang??!!"
"Dinosaurus!" *pede banget jawabnya*
"saLah!" *tampang sebeL*
"Brontosaurus!!" *masih aja pede!*
"buKan!!!" *udah muLai gondok nih yang nebakin*
"Stegosaurus!!!" *yakin bennner dahhh jawaban yang ini*
"ihhh..!! ini Hewan jaman sekarang bukan jaman duLu!!" *pengen nangis...*
"huuh! jadi apa dong? udah deh Nyerah!" *Lha..koq dia yg sewot?!*
"Jerapah! masa gitu aja gak tau!! payah anak keciL jaman sekarang, keseringan nonton Jurrasic Park!" *dari tadinya seneng sampe keseL*

susah dah, tu bocah emang kaLo Lg sakit error-nya advance!

When There Was Me and You

2006-06-29T22:02:00.000+07:00

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

for them, the fairytales I Left behind...
I won't ever chase, I know he sureLy will ^_*
source: Disney Channel OriginaL Movie

Convince Me!

2006-06-29T21:38:00.000+07:00

convince me...
that it's just a part of the reaLity I shouLd have seen before.
convince me...
that it's just another sign-post of driving through my destination.
convince me...
that it's just one picture from thousands I've recognize as the never ending camouflage.
convince me...
that there shouLd never be any excuse for any excusement.
convince me...
that it's just one of the things I shouLd have predict before today.

convince me anybody!
that I'm fine by the time I've seen this unexpected-surprising betrayaL.

Getaway

2006-06-27T21:22:00.000+07:00

Just,
get away
FuLLstop
No more appearance
FuLLstop
Nowhere
FuLLstop

is this somekind of telegram? Hihi ^^,.. Maybe!

Sick of this Phenomena

2006-06-22T16:45:00.000+07:00

Wahai para wanita yang (duLunya) ber-hijab!

Kenakan kembaLi!
Jangan buang percuma harga dirimu!
Tidakkah kaLian miLiki rasa maLu? sedikit saja..
Tidakkah ada rasa takut daLam hatimu?
tindakanmu mencoreng namaku juga,
nama mereka...yang duLu mempertaruhkan air mata
dan darah untuk sepotong kain dikepaLa mereka...
RevoLusi yang mereka perjuangkan kini kaLian nodai..

Apakah yang membuat kaLian begitu reLa membuang
harga diri kaLian?
eksistensi artifisiaL kah?
atau jangan-jangan kaLian MALU??
maLu mengenakannya??! kaLian anggap itu HINA?
sungguh benar kata guruku...
dunia ini sudah terbaLik.

Semoga Penguasa Waktu menunjukkan kita cahaya yang
sebenarnya...

FaghfirLana ya Robbanaa,..

reposted from Friendster BuLLetin Board

Genuine yang Kurang Ajar

2006-06-13T03:12:00.000+07:00

Hana ga ngerti apa artinya Genuine.
Tapi sepertinya menyebaLkan.
Siapa yang setuju tunjuk tangan?!!!

Karena hana sendiri masih mikirmikir,
mau ganti pake OpenSource? Umm...
masaLahnya adaLah efisiensi.
Ini bakaLan jadi 'Proyek' kaLo tetep mau di wujudkan.

tapi masaLahnya si Narf [nama Laptop ini], sekarang terancam.
sampai detik ini Narf udah mengaLami 'kram-shutting-down' 3 kaLi!
Gara2 makhLuk bernama Genuine.

Hana tanya Narf, dia maunya gimana. Eh dia biLang "terserah Hana aja..."
so Sweet ga seeh ^_^

Sampe skarang Hana ga tau sih musti gimana, but...
kesimpuLannya:
"Genuine! get off of my Narf!! He's injured you know!!"

Sky-Princess's BeLief

2006-06-13T03:06:00.000+07:00

She said, "I've gotta be honest
You're wasting your time if you're fishing round here"
And I said, "You must be mistaken
Cause I'm not fooling, this feeling is real"
She said, "You gotta be crazy
What do you take me for, some kind of easy mark?"
"No, you've got wits, you've got looks
You've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong"

All wrong
All wrong
But you got me

I'll be true, I'll be useful
I'll be cavalier, I'll be yours, my dear
And I'll belong to you
If you'll just let me through
This is easy, as lovers go
So don't complicate it by hesitating
And this is wonderful, as loving goes
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting

And I said, "I've gotta be honest
I've been waiting for you all my life
For so long I thought I was asylum-bound
But just seeing you makes me think twice
And being with you here makes me sane
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side
You've got wits, you've got looks
You've got passion
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight"

Tonight
Tonight
you've got me

I'll be true, I'll be useful
I'll be cavalier, I'll be yours, my dear
And I'll belong to you
If you'll just let me through
This is easy, as lovers go
So don't complicate it by hesitating
And this is wonderful, as loving goes
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting

This is easy, as lovers go
So don't complicate it by hesitating
And this is wonderful, as loving goes
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting

This is easy, as lovers go
So don't complicate it by hesitating
And this is wonderful, as loving goes
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting

Footnote:
I beLieve it won't be Long tiLL I can hear a Sky-Knight singing this

It's 2 am_

2006-06-13T02:13:00.000+07:00

Ini jam 2 pagi.
Matanya masih beLum juga mengantuk?
hmmm...
Ada yang sedari tadi menyerang sudut-sudut dendrit otaknya.
Bukan!
bukan Turbo-AbumenaLis yang menyerang seL-seL Lambungnya.
Sepertinya yang diserang (masih) seL-seL keLabu daLam kepaLanya.
Dia sebenarnya ingin bercerita.
Tapi (Lagi-Lagi!) dia menyimpan kekhawatiran tak beraLasan,
akan ketidaksesuaian metafisik dan fisik dari huruf-huruf yang mugkin mampu di susunnya.

BiarLah, sepertiga maLam sebentar Lagi datang menjemputnya,
mereka merindukannya! Dia beLum sadar juga.
PadahaL dia tahu, bahwa hanya ketika ituLah dia bisa mengkomunikasikan reaLita.
atau mereaLisasikan komunikasi? Ah...kau tanyakan sajaLah padanya.
Aku bukan siapa-siapanya. Dia (masih saja) hobi mengabaikan kehadiranku.
ApaLagi kesimpuLan, saran dan penutup yang kubuat! haha...
Sepertinya konsideran-konsideran daLam hidupnya beLum mengaLami perbaikan.
Tapi ada satu haL yang menyenangkan dari pikirannya, seL-seL keLabunya.
WaLaupun akhir-akhir ini sering dibiarkannya berdebu. Aku tahu mereka tetap di sana.
Yang sedang kuLakukan ini sebenarnya sederhana. Mencoba menipu debu.
Ha! Kau (kaLian, huh?) pasti bertanya-tanya. Berarti tujuannya tercapai.
Sebab kaLian (?) bertanya.

CobaLah berusaha membuat kesimpuLan LaLu ajukan pertanyaan.
Aku yakin dia menyukai yang seperti itu.
Sebab itu membantuku juga!
Membantu menipu debu. (hahahaha!)

Ah...aku ingin sejenak mendoakannya.
Sepertinya invasi terhadap dendrit-dendritnya itu serius.
Apa sih sebenarnya? atau Siapa?
Sepertinya duLu, suatu ketika, pernah tercipta keadaan yang sama.
Ketika berita besar itu sampai pada sangurdi teLinganya.
Tapi kini dia sudah jauh lebih bijaksana.
Bukan haL ini yang akan memaksanya meneteskan air mata.
Oh, tidak_ aku tidak samasekaLi berniat membicarakan air mata.

Biar kukatakan beberapa haL membanggakan tentangnya.
1. Dia bukan Lagi pencuri
Sudah dibuangnya jauh-jauh keinginan untuk kembaLi,.
dia abaikan janji-janji paLsu yang duLu diyakininya akan mampu terwujud.
keputusannya berhenti, maLah menjadikannya kaya!

2. Dia berusaha Menang!
Yeah, sebab duLu ia beLum sadar akan kekaLahan.
tak ingin ia jadi pecundang. segaLa macam kemenangan artifisiaL itu disingkirkannya.

3. Dia Pintar
Kebodohan masa Lampau tidak akan bertahan.
kini mereka yang tertipu...(rasakan kaLian!)

Hey, kini kepaLaku berjaLan seperti disk-defragmenter.
mungkinkah ia yang meng-kompLain?
sepertinya bukan karena suara-suara tidak wajar di sekitarnya.
Aku yakin ini karena Turbo-AbumenaLis menyerangnya.

Oh, sudahLah...
Ini bahkan sudah tidak pantas diprokLamirkan sebagai 'Jam 2 Pagi'.

[Posted by someone eLse]

PhiLosophy [Episode II]

2006-06-13T01:48:00.000+07:00

Yeah, I've been there_
di keLas FiLosofis itu...segaLa-gaLanya berbau fiLosofis.
Dari pertemuan pertama hari ini, mungkin bisa kusimpuLkan satu haL.
Lagi-Lagi..."Kasihan!"
pada kepaLa-kepaLa yang masih beLum tahu, beLum mengenaL;
kunci semua teka-teki.
batas segaLa ketidakterbatasan.
jawaban pertanyaan tersuLit.
aLasan dari keharusan.
waktu penggunaan kata 'hakikat' yg tepat.
indikator fatamorgana dan reaLitas.
satu kebenaran diantara berjuta 'kebenaran' artifisiaL.

ahh...ini baru sepertiga dari permuLaan,
semoga aku tetap berada daLam dimensi yg sama saat semua permainan ini seLesai.

From Which Book am I?

2006-06-10T16:28:00.000+07:00

A"from which book are you" quizz teLLs me that....

Hana is from Sherlock Holmes. Now get some clues from that picture on top.
Take this quiz!

PhiLosophy [Episode I]

2006-06-10T14:19:00.000+07:00

We shouLd be GLad for we're the Lucky peopLe who's been bLessed...
Can u imagine?

When you wake up in the morning, with questions Linger on your brain.
You don't know who you are?_
You keep on wondering why are you here?_
You don't know how did you get there?_
You keep on wondering what actuaLLy this worLd is?_
You don't understand why souLd you run your Life?_
You don't know who created you or Whom you beLong to?_

When you reaLize that your beLief of answering questions wasn't reaLLy enough. Because aLL the peopLe you ask couLdn't give you the cLosest answer to truth.

Ohh...I'm GLad!
Karena aku tahu jawaban semua pertanyaan itu, tanpa harus dijejaLi buku-buku fiLsafat yang beLum tentu memberikan jawabannya, satupun!
I beLieve in HE, Whom shaLL we return...

don't u ashamed?

2006-05-31T20:05:00.000+07:00

Tidakkah kita merasa maLu?
ketika kita harus kembaLi menyesaL Lagi dan Lagi,
padahaL hanya didepanNya Lah kita tak mungkin bersembunyi, bersiasat...

Gosh,..oh God, forgive us_

SimboLization

2006-05-30T14:10:00.000+07:00

ShouLd I even SimboLize?

You poor stupid girL, get up!

it's getting Late and Late...

no fears,

no tears.

Such an Eager Madness

2006-05-30T13:44:00.000+07:00

Since when I had to notice my nightmares?
Since no dreams Linger on my sLumber -even my awaken times- but the bad ones.
Since when I had to notice other peopLe's bad dreams?
Since they remind me no story but their nightmares.

Oh..oh, madness!
I hope it does have any paedogogicaL purpose.

Broken Ice

2006-05-30T13:19:00.000+07:00

.hey dumbness, come over this wounded worLd...
for thee wo'nt know how much it hurts,
among people that defenceless.
there wouLd be I tied up with emptyness.
So I fill my cup with my own tears,
without reaLizing it turns to beer.

Ever since the Ice is collapsed down
aLL these words sureLy wiLL fLown...

Lost in Sea

2006-05-28T11:10:00.000+07:00

I've been Lost in the Sea
Since those waves got waved, again and again I see
I've been drowned deep in it's miserable Sadness
Since I reaLize I couLd never define the Happiness
I've been melted over the horrible Silence
Since I had survived not such an existence

no camera couLd ever capture the beauty as magnificent as eyes!

Premature Hacker,..hahaha!

2006-05-14T08:49:00.000+07:00

Mau tau cara nge-hack emaiL di Yahoo?
at Least membuat mind-set bahwa emaiL tersebut teLah ter-hack,

gampang!
Kirim aja emaiL berisi attachment "Your MaiL Hacked by me...!"
attachmentnya cuma sepotong fiLe htm yg berisi tuLisan bahwa emaiL trsebut di-hack, hehehe.

Lucu ya...
PadahaL emaiL itu ga bener2 ke-hack cuma aja orangnya yg menerima emaiL itu sudah terLanjur percaya bahwa emaiLnya di-hack.

Biar Lebih seru dan meyakinkan tambahin kata2,
"Now Your Inbox is not Private anymore"
"There's no security anymore"
"Nah lohhh...ketauan semua deh isi inbox Lo!"

Hehehehe...
Peace on Earth!!

[*Inspired and supported by Spagiari, thanks Brooo...]

Open Source Vs CLosed Source

2006-05-04T15:30:00.000+07:00

Huex...harus bLajar Lebih banyak nichhh!

THX A SOLAR SYSTEM TO ALL KITI-CREWS..
I've got my mind updated by joining that Saturday-CLass ^_^

A Lesson from the Street

2006-04-13T20:37:00.000+07:00

When YOU want to Cross the sreet,
there are things YOU have to NOTICE:

1. Obey the RULES in the street
(biarpan negara ini emg udh kacau, jgn jd penambah kekacauan dg meLanggar aturan LaLu Lintas)

2. Make sure you bring your eye-gLasses on, nor are you under an aLcohoLic infLuence (haree geeneee...)

3. If the Street is so crowded, and you aren't so sure u can cross that street succesfuLLy, Make sure you are in the safe side
(kaLo nyebrang jaLan yg mobiLnya dtg dr sebeLah kiri, cobaLah cari posisi Lebih kanan dr jajaran orang-orang yang juga ingin menyebrang, bgitu juga sebaLiknya).

4. Give signs with your hands
(kasih tanda secara tegas,..dengan tangan dan kaLau perLu dengan kepaLa,..)

5. Look around,.are you the onLy street Walker to cross the street?
or is there any oLd Lady who needs your heLp? is there any man?
(if YOU are the MAN, jgn jd pengecut dg berada di sisi "yg diseberangin",
ambiL tempat sebagai "Leader" bagi wanita2 yg ingin menyebrang di sekitar mu).

6. If you seems to be the "strongest" person among the peopLe who wants to cross the sreet,
Lead them! be in the Left side if it is a one-way-from-Left Street, or be in the right side if it's a one-way-from-right Street.
(kaLo kamu pikir ga ada org yg berinisiatif untuk nyebrang duLuan buat di-"ekorin", jadiLah yg "memimpin", ambiL tempat di paling kiri kaLo arah kendaraan datang dr kiri, dan sebaLiknya. Jgn sampe ada cewek yg ketinggaLan nyebrang gara2 kamu ga di paLing kiri atau paLing kanan. aKibatnya bisa fataL, tu cewek maksa ikut nyebrang padahaL dia ada di posisi yg saLah, yg ada dia bakaL ketabrak).

7. Watch out for big vehicLes, Bus, Truck, TraiLer
(biasanya yg kayak gini susah ngerem jarak deket, makanya mending biarin deh dia Lewat duLu!)

8. Wait untiLL the RIGHT time to step away!
(nyebrang harus sabar,..apaLagi kaLo jaLannya padat.)

9. Get set,..concentrate fuLLy!
(jangan ragu2 saat rasanya udah pas! kaLo bertingkah ragu2,
Pengendara akan kesaL dibuatnya, dan Lagi itu membahayakan kamu,
sebab si pengendara jd bingung, "ni orang mau nyebrang apa kagak seeh??!" )

10. and the most important thing is: never forget to pray first! BISMILLAH I can...!
(dimanapun serahkan dirimu pada Nya...)

Good Luck,..Allah wiLL aLways be with you...

Tentang Prinsip

2006-04-07T23:14:00.000+07:00

Why shouLd I care? yeah...why shouLd I?!
You wiLL never understand, when I said "I can't DO that, Because I said so"_
But when anyone said, "I did, because bLa...bLa...bLa..." I can't accept that.

WHY?
Why shouLd I?
Why shouLd we?
Why musn't I?
Why musn't we?

ShaLL I even expLain? No way. They shouLd aLready understood.
Here,...I just can't deny the principLes understanding on my mind,
on his mind, on your mind(s), on their minds.
It is the thing that affecting your decision-taking,
your ways of achieving goaLs, your destiny,
It is how wiLL you be audited when you waken up after you meet your unpredictabLe ending of your own Life.

This is the reaL thing, the reaL position where you get your own appraisaL of your achievements.
Just WAKE-UP guys! You endanger your future destiny.
You've been deceiving yourself. You even harm myself.
You're CrueL!
You're Mean!
I hate your behaviour.
I hate it because I Love you. I don't hate you. I just don't Like what you've been doing.
I don't Like what you thaught you rareLy do. But stiLL, You're doing it. I can't toLerate it.

You keep on elaborating your ideaLism, but deviating yourself from what you've elaborated.
You keep on describing your dreams, but you ruin it in a way that you caLL toLerance.
You keep on beLieving that peopLe harm you, when you yourself, harm other peopLe, incLuding me.
You keep on bLaming the system without reaLizing that you are a part of it.

Oh come on...
I don't Like preaching, I just Love writing.
I have a secret expectation, a new one. It is You and your own way of thinking.
HopefuLLy they both couLd mend, somehow...anyhow.

So don't caLL me with the compromise,
hang up the phone I got a backbone stronger than yours!

[after taking my AOLI exams-my own paper, ink, and answers-]

Anything that make me feeL aLive

2006-04-07T22:45:00.000+07:00

There are times that make me beLieve that I'm (extreamLy) aLive:
1. when I'm stand stiLL on my feet.
2. memorizing my oLd, oLd, oLd,..questions "am I aLive? whose Legs are these? what am I?"
3. when a weirdo srikes my mind, then my heart just rush into extreem gravity
4. in times of worst
5. in times I become a bomber-man
6. after taking enough nap (not too Long, or even Lack)
7. in extreem emotions

But there are aLso times that drive me Lost:
1. when I pLug off extreamLy from my sLumber
2. when I get too mad of someone or something
3. in times of too-happy-feeLing
4. when I staring at the bLue tempting sky
5. after cramming

Those are some PsychoLogicaL experiments I've been trying to encode.

Ah,..you don't have to read this scribbLes if you just wiLLing to judge it down.
Just Leave a comment and set my bLog aside. huhuhu...

The Same Chemz FormuLa

2006-04-07T22:25:00.000+07:00

You know what?
I bet you dont!

there is a simiLiarity between Love and PsychoLogicaL Disorder.

they both have the same formuLa in chemistry.

WeLL, I'm not wiLLing to prove it.
But a Friend toLd me this so I make a LiL research on it.
I found some interesting phenomenons, maybe next time I'LL post them.
I'm not forcing you to beLieve me, cause honestLy it's stiLL on my consideration,..
wheter I wiLL beLieve this quote or not. Haha!

==============================
Dictionary:

-PsychoLogicaL Disorder=Gangguan Jiwa

Don't Look Back in Anger,..

2006-04-07T21:30:00.000+07:00

I was so very angry...
No way, it's over. Although.. when things go wrong, I'm potentiaLLy getting Mad.
Why so? I can't even expLain the reason behind.
But I've been too often hearing the wise words about Angriness (?), Madness.
We shouLdn't Look back in Anger.
Cause somehow it isn't reaLLy us, who take part in that Angry game.
But you know who...

So, we shouLd just sit and take a deep breath when something strikes us,
which is potentiaLLy creating Madness.
And if that does not work for you, maybe you'd better take wudhu and pray some.
But if they even don't work for you, just pLug in yoursefLf into sLumber-worLd!
I beLieve, this is the Last thing I can take to cover my madness,..hehehe_

Melatonin, sang hormon kegelapan (Lanj.)

2006-04-01T15:32:00.001+07:00

Lanjutan...

Melatonin dan Kekebalan Tubuh

Selain berfungsi utama sebagai jam-biologis-internal tubuh kita, Melatonin juga didindikasikan dapat mendorong aktifitas antioksidan secara optimal di dalam tubuh. Melatonin telah terbukti dapat mencegah kerusakan DNA akibat ulah zat-zat karsinogenik (carcinogens) penyebab kanker dengan memberhentikan mekanisme pertumbuhannya. Sebuah percobaan klinis juga membuktikan bahwa tikus yang diberi suplemen Malatonin secara berkala memiliki kekebalan tubuh yang jauh lebih tinggi terhadap serangan tumor dibandingkan yang hanya diberikan Melatonin sedikit atau tidak diberikan sama sekali. Aktifitas zat antioksidan dari Melatonin dapat mengurangi kerusakan yang disebabkan oleh beberapa tipe Parkinson Disease; selain juga berperan serta dalam mencegah Gangguan Ritme Jantung (Aritmia).

Insomnia, Jet-lag, dan Bergadang

Begitu penting dan krusialnya peranan sang hormon kegelapan ini bagi kita sehingga banyak praktisi farmasi dan kedokteran konvensional yang mencoba membuat Melatonin sintetis untuk dikonsumsi. Para penderita insomnia seringkali disarankan oleh dokter untuk mengkonsumsi Melatonin Sintetis dikarenakan produksi Melatonin mereka tidak optimal, sehingga rasa kantuk tak kunjung datang pada mereka meskipun hari sudah gelap. Selain penderita insomnia, orang-orang yang sering bepergian dengan pesawat menyeberangi benua dengan perbedaan jam yang signifikan juga merupakan korban-korban dari kacaunya produksi Melatonin dalam Kelenjar Pineal. Satu lagi jenis orang yang mengalami kekacauan serupa yaitu Anda yang memiliki kebiasaan bekerja larut malam, bergadang, lalu tidur pagi hingga siang hari. Sebuah penelitian yang dimuat dalam The Journal Sleep Research (1995) menemukan bahwa kafein yang terdapat pada kopi, teh hitam, beberapa jenis minuman bersoda serta coklat, dapat memangkas produksi Melatonin hingga setengah dari kadar yang normal dan tidak akan membaik -kembali memproduksi Melatonin- selama 6 jam.

Melatonin alami?

Pertanyaan anda berikutnya mengenai masalah kekurangan Melatonin ini mungkin adalah “Bagaimana kita bisa mendapatkan asupan Melatonin tambahan tanpa mengkonsumsi obat-obatan yang bersifat sintetis?”. Jawabannya adalah Melatonin sang hormon Kegelapan yang secara alami dan Sunnatullah dihasilkan melalui proses yang dipengaruhi oleh cahaya matahari, suhu dan lainnya di dalam Kelenjar Pineal tadi pada hakikatnya tidak dapat tergantikan dengan sempurna oleh apa yang dibuat oleh manusia. Penelitian mengenai Melatonin yang terkandung dalam bahan-bahan alami pun hingga saat ini belum membuahkan hasil yang signifikan. Meskipun demikian, terdapat temuan yang sedikit memberi harapan pada kita bahwa ada beberapa jenis buah dan bahan-bahan alami yang mengandung sepersekian gram Melatonin. Diantaranya adalah [dalam urutan yang tertinggi kadarnya hingga terkecil]: Oats (sejenis gandum), Sweet corn (jagung manis), Rice (beras), Ginger (jahe), Tomatoes (tomat), Banana (pisang), dan Barley (sereal).

So, jika Anda (atau saya?) masih punya kebiasaan melawan rasa kantuk anda untuk bergadang (without any acceptable excuse) ingatlah betapa rasa kantuk adalah merupakan sebuah anugerah yang Allah berikan pada kita melalui usaha aktifasi reseptor Melatonin dalam Kelenjar Pineal di otak kita yang sudah diatur sedemikian rupa seiring dengan segala keteraturan yang dibuatNya di seluruh jagat raya…

Wallahua’lam bisshowab.

“Then which of the favours of your Lord will you deny?”-QS Ar Rahmaan

-September Lonely, 2008-

Sumber:

Wikipedia-Encyclopedia

University of Maryland Medical Center Website

Nutrition Advocate

Medline Plus

MedicineNet-Medical Dictionary

WebMd.com

Once upon a Dream [01 ApriL 2006]

2006-04-01T14:18:00.000+07:00

I dreamt about it.
'Bout my Sky-Knight.
'Though I couLdn't see the face cLearLy...
But I know, it's Him.

Stay there. It's just not the time.
don't pick me up today.
don't wear those hero-cLothes.
don't appear on my dream tonight.

I'm not scared, I just...need a LiL space to think.
to do some mend. before the time. I do wait 4 u.

the big Nine+ [kado untuk Ummi Tercinta]

2006-03-26T20:45:00.000+07:00

SeLaLu ada yg Pertama

2006-03-22T23:29:00.000+07:00

Oh my Dear God...
hana diminta ngajar coba?
can u imagine?
the thing i didn't even think at gLance...
ngajar privat bahasa inggris.
I said: "I never had any experience in teaching"

Hey,..tapi memang seLaLu ada yg pertama kan?
Ok,..BismiLLah!
by The Name of HIM,..
Live for today, work for tomorrow, worship for the Life after Death!
but we shouLd say; anything for HIM...

*yeap, ini hari pertama! muridnya anak kLs 3smp..namanya Ayu. wuih, bocah ini senang sekaLi mengobroL, sayangnya ini peLajaran bahasa inggris, so I shouLd just say "Sweety, if you reaLLy Like to taLk, or to have a chatt with me during this Lesson, u can do in engLish..hehe*

5 Weird Things About Hana

2006-03-22T23:16:00.000+07:00

Berhubung seorang adik keLas
meLempar sesuatu yang disebutnya "bLog baton",..
I shouLd write this testimony of my seLf...

5 weird things about me:

5. named my self as a 'weirdie'
4. menyukai seorang 'weirdo'
3. paling senang kalo dibiLang "iih,..aneh bgt sih Lo?!"
2. menganggap hal-hal aneh sebagai bagian dari diri
1. merasa ga cukup kaLo cuma diminta nuLis "LIMA weird things about me"

Dictionary pLease...
=================
Testimony: Kesaksian
Weird: aneh
Weirdie: org aneh
Weirdo: org aneh
=================

Red-Letter Day

2006-03-21T23:10:00.000+07:00

I never know what's the meaning of that phrase but I know, it seems suitabLe yet compatibLe with my story about my 20th of March 2006.
Hari itu hari senin, tanggaL menunjukkan pada angka 20 buLan Maret 2006.
sebenernya aku ga pernah men-cap tanggaL 20 sebagai tanggaL 'siaL' or sumthin' Like that, but just for your information,...
this is my 2nd bad 20 of sumthin day... *yang pertama terjadi pada tanggaL 20 juli 4 tahun yang Lalu*.

It was around 7-8 am in the morning. I came to my campuss a bit earLier that monday in order to take some papers of photocopy in my campus-photocopy pLace. It was a review papers that i had to copy from last friday, but in a way i had no time to take them (the master and the photocopied papers) back on the same day, I Left it there and take them back some minutes before the time requested by my Lecturer to distribute those papers to my cLass.

There came the Lecturer and ask me for the master. unfortunateLy i reaLLy couLdn't found that Damn Master from the papers I got from Mr. Photocopy. I toLd my Lecturer that I don't have it, the master. by those words I said, the Lecturer somehow going mad. She called me as an elementary student because i couldn't give her paper back. *If Hana is an elementary student, so u are an elementary teacher!-my friend wishpered me*
Immediately I apoLogized for that and asked her for permission to go back downstairs to Look for that damn master in the photocopy-pLace.

I was about to burst into tears when I stepping down those stairs and thinking..."how if I cant get this paper back?" "how if this paper reaLLy is missing, Lost somwhere?" I didn't even know what to say or do. I was just going to the Photocopy Locket and ask again (for the thousand times, wether or not they stiLL keep the master of those papers.)

And yeah!! They LOST it!! I couLdn't go back upstairs to say that I'm faiLed....

Akhirnya gini deh yg terjadi,
I went back upstairs teLLing her that I was truLy sorry for they Lost her papers...
"SAYA GA MAU SORRY-SORRY-AN!! SAYA MAUNYA ITU KETEMU!!"
Oh my God...in EngLish pLease Maam..I can't understand any other Language coz IT WAS ENGLISH CLASS!!!

hahaha,..guess what?!
abis dia nyuruh hana duduk, ini airmata udh ga terbendung Lagi...huhuuhuhuuhixhixhixhix...

Kejadian yg kedua di hari itu...
Hana dan beberapa temannya Lagi duduk2 ngaso' di Kelas terbuka, pinggir danau...
I was about to cLose my eyes and sLide into a dream,...pas tiba2...
"GDUBRAKKK222...ASTAGHFIRULLAH!!!"
Kenny, temenku...jatuh pingsan dan terguLing2...*aLhmdLLh ada Heni yg narik bajunya dan ikut keguLing, kLo ga Kenny bisa kecebur danau!*
the question is...kenapa dia piLih tempat pingsan di pinggir danau gituh Loh...hehehe..

that's it...it was my Red-Letter-Day,..
I wish I wiLL never meet that kind of day again...

Mimpi dan Mati

2006-03-19T23:43:00.000+07:00

GoaLs are Dreams with DeadLines.
Dreams with DeadLines are GoaLs.
DeadLines are the Lines that Leads to Death.

So, when I say my biggest Dream ever is Death,
Can u even concLude what's on my mind Now?

I bet u can never.

{“Kematian adaLah kekasih yang datang untuk suatu keperLuan...” -Hudzaifah IbnuL Yaman}

Brain Power

2006-03-19T12:31:00.000+07:00

Darimana datangnya kekuatan?
Kekuatan atas apapun yang berat
(seberat harta rampasan perang yang harus dibawa kesana-kemari,
setiap hari, atas aLasan yang kita sendiri tidak yakin, apa)_
Kekuatan meLawan keinginan memejamkan mata di waktu-waktu yang tidak tepat untuk itu.
Kekuatan mengaLihkan emosi (apapun) dari terjadinya suatu ledakan atau penjatuhan harga diri yang tidak semestinya.

Yah, apa sajaLah...
apakah sebotoL supLemen berjuduL "brain power" bisa memberikanku jawabannya?

(hey, c'mon give me some other posibLe answers!)

a name's worth

2006-03-19T12:09:00.000+07:00

Apalah arti sebuah nama?

yeah, what's worth a name?
as I can onLy say; i'ts a wish. a hope. sebuah doa.
Yeah, it's meaningfuL. Worth enough, at Least for me.
Jadi, siapa yang seharusnya mengaLah,
untuk tidak mempertanyakan arti nama depan seseorang,
bukan juga inti permasaLahannya.
Hanya saja, ini beLum saatnya untuk membicarakan haL itu.
arti nama depanku.

PercayaLah, jawabannya tidak akan mengecewakan kaLian.
untuk memahami arti sebagiannya, sejauh ini cukup bagi kaLian ^_^
cukup, untuk ku...
yang akan seLaLu merasa didoakan tiap kaLi dipanggiL dg nama pemberian mereka.

About the reason behind it, aku pun masih berusaha meyakinkan diriku,
bahwa aku mengerti sepenuhnya.
Seiring berdoa, meng-amin-kan...
their secret expectation for me,..
from the very first time I appear_

MyBLog is Under Construction

2006-02-26T11:17:00.000+07:00

Land o'Free, Love and Goodbye

2006-02-08T13:09:00.000+07:00

Oh the trees grow higher than the mountains
In the land of free love and goodbye
The river's ever flowing, fishing growing
In the sky rides a gleam of white horses
And the glimmer clean in your eye
The bird of dawn is bringing
The simpleness of singing
Oh the trees grow higher than the mountains
In the land of free love and goodbye
The river's ever flowing, fishing growing
And the Sun lies all around
And everything is as it must be
And winter lies underground
And the God I love loves me.

4 LittLe Brats...

2006-02-07T20:50:00.000+07:00

The 1st one from Left side, named Zain, The GeneraL Manager. apapun yg terjadi dy seLaLu jadi pioneer, pemimpin pemberontakan.
The 2nd one from the Left side, named ALam, the vice President.Walau kadang bisa berubah jadi musuh besar sang JenderaL.
The 2nd One from the Right Side, named Ratu, the youngest. Tangisan adaLah senjatanya...hati2 menghadapinya.
The 1st one from the right side, named LaLa, the provocator.Tampang manisnya memang sooo...angeL, tapi dy pandai membuat org Lain naik pitam, no way!

weLL yeah, they are the 4 LittLe Brats...

Foto Rame2 di MAKARA...

2006-02-07T20:06:00.000+07:00

dari kiri ke kanan:
Atas__Danies,Reta,Yeni,Essy,Destiya,JuLbe,Irsyad,Jay,Jajat,SheLLa,
Astrit,NofaL,Friska,Stevi,Kencoko,Budi,Ncup,Aca,WP

Tengah__Citra,Dwi,Dyas,YuLia,Ayu,Rima,NuruL,Tamy,Febi,
Kenny,Endang,Risna,Nirma,ELLin,Runi

Bawah__Hana,Dini,Titis,Rani,Ririn,NiniL,Tata,Anya,
Ceppy,Ade,Heni,Isna,Yuli,MeLa

UncLe Qeisy,..

2006-02-07T19:43:00.000+07:00

LittLe Maxim...yuuuhuu!
spupuqu ini, bakaL jadi Om termuda diantara kami,,..hehe!
skrg aja udh muLai tuh pada manggiL tante dan Om padahaL Lahir aja bLum... =p
"Tante Nana"...(hahahaha)
maunya siyh "Aunty Nana..." (hohoho)
aduuh2,..kerasa udh tua deh punya ponakan.
Yes Way!!!
I'm waitin 4 u my Niece (or Nephew?...I wish their twins!!! a boy and a girL, hehehe)_

"Dark-Past Episodes"

2006-02-02T23:30:00.000+07:00

SUDAHLAH,..
BIARKAN SAJA YANG LALU BERLALU,.
JADIKAN PELAJARAN DAN PENGALAMAN HIDUP YANG BERHARGA,.
PERKAYA JIWA DAN BATIN MANUSIA,.
TAMBAHKAN STRATEGI HADAPI HIDUP,.
SISAKAN HARI INI UNTUK KUBERIKAN PADA HIDUPKU SENDIRI,.
BUKANKAH BEGITU KAWAN?!

*) Everyone has their own nightmares and dark-past episodes,
but it doesn't mean that they sink in those memories,..No!

a theory?

2006-01-30T02:49:00.000+07:00

S=SeLamanya
A=AdaLah
H=Harta
A=Anti
B=BeLi
A=Atas
T=Teori

*) by: One of My Best Friends

Horcrux

2006-01-12T23:19:00.000+07:00

Situazione senza soLuzione

I found it onLy a probLematic session in my Life time that I had to face_

but u know somethin'?

It feeLs Like what coLdpLay says "a PuzzLe u can't find ur missing piece"...

And hear what a Cat said "It's Like a maze with doors open from the side ur own"...

But for me it's Like a math quiz that i dont even get any number from my own brain to write on the bLank Paper before my eyes.

But then I get the answer,

it's written in that book,. that Sacred Book.

"VeriLy, aLong with every Hardship is reLief"

Mudah saja, sekeping potongan biji puzzLe ukuran uang Jigo itu pasti terseLip di balik mousepad kan?

dan lanjutan lagu sang Kucing itu, "Just keep on pushing hard boy, try as u make u're gonna wind up where u started from!"

Dan siapa yang sangka akar pangkat dua dari 225 adaLah 15 bisa menyeLamatkan nama baikku di ujian Pengantar Ilmu Perpustakaan dan Informasi?!

Jadi, istiLah daLam bahasa GaLiLeo di Atas tidak Lain adaLah istiLah yang menyedihkan.

Oh Maan, kasihan kaLian!

Semoga petunjuk cepat datang pada kaLian,...

I've tried 2 Laugh but Cry instead_

2006-01-11T17:52:00.000+07:00

I just wanted to teLL them that I miss them!!

I miss my Friends,.
they're just not here,..
_Jogja, Semarang, SoLo, Bogor, Bandung, Banten, Lampung, Jakarta...
Semoga kaLian tetap tersimpan di sudut hatiku,.
di seLa-seLa doa ku seLepas sujud pada Nya_
Agar kita semua dikumpuLkanNya kembaLi di tempat yang jauuh Lebih baik
dan lebih Abadi dari sekedar sepanjang masa!!
Uhibbukum fiLLah ^_^

Don't Phunk With their Hearts_

2006-01-08T12:40:00.000+07:00

ShouLd I PLastic-Wrap Them, so they ain't get contaminated by this infected worLd?

Rainy day on High SchooL FieLd

2006-01-08T12:20:00.000+07:00

Hari itu hujan turun setengah hati,.
di sekoLah pembagian rapor smester 1 tengah berLangsung.
di Lapangannya terparkir bergantian mobiL-mobiL berwarna-warni (termasuk broken-hearted red).
Segelintir anak SMA ini tak ingin diam dan hanya duduk berpangku tangan, sebab di televisi berita masih santer menanyangkan gambar-gambar penuh Luka dan duka dari puLau sumatera.
guru kami meLirik penuh selidik berlalu begitu saja, entah keheranan atau tiak percaya pada pengLihatannya. Sebenarnya kami hanya mengamen membantu penggaLangan dana para aktivis OSIS itu koq... yeah, what a memory_

Sexy-Lipsed Baby Boy

2006-01-08T12:05:00.000+07:00

This one's my Favorite too..